Life gets so dull and boring..that sometimes u feel what is there to go on?
huh..right now I dont feel like doing anything..:(
Its not that I dont have any work, I have enough to keep me busy for days together.
But the problem is I am not in the mood.
Sometimes I feel if everyone has such mood swings or u know such moments where u just want to sit and dream or just complain that life is such a bore !
I wonder at some people who can continuously work like machines. There is something missing in such people, the human element. If you can work like hell when u have to for days together without a break and then enjoy only when u have time, I guess its impossible for me.

I dont say that I dont slog. There were days when I slept only 4 to 5 hours. But then I am not always like that, I do complain. Maybe I can never understand the so-called perfect human - machines. Seriously, I dont want to be one.

Is it that I am feeling jealous about such people and trying to cover my inherent lack of determination? Atleast I am sure its not the second part, I maybe jealous but I dont lack any det..In fact I am pretty confident I have accomplished some tasks where others have given up.

Ok I think I will stop my musings here..I dont see them going anywhere, But it was nice to record this thought. I am sure this thought will arise again and again and if I find a better answer, I can come back and add here.

catch u soon,
for now alvida