It is one of those days where u dont want to do anything. You just want to lie down and dream and dream. Today is like that. Even the weather is like that. Its dull and still warm enough. How I wish I could just go out and lie down on grass and think nothing for hours together. Alas! Money cannot buy you anything and the topmost things would be Peace..and Happiness.
I just finished a final exam yesterday and so this is a sort of excuse perhaps :)
In fact I was thinking hard about web sites that provide some nice time pass info to read..I am so badly in need of something entertaining...Also I just had lunch and this might be another reason for feeling so dreamy. This reminds me of my engineering days when we used to have some extremely boring classes or a real boring prof's class just right after lunch. How everyone in the class used to fight their yawns and stop from falling asleep. Why the most recent, in my first semester in Masters, I used to doze off in classes after lunch. Sometimes because the class is so complicated that you stop listening becoz nothing is going into ur head and sometimes becoz I had lost track of what was happening in the class.
God and how I hated those morning classes at 8.30 AM in the Spring of '04. I literally slept on the last desk in the class. I dunno if the prof ever observed but it was just unstoppable, beyond my means.
Often there are days, when u dont/cant get up from the bed. I love that sleep. Its so overpowering and its so so nice to continue sleeping...u know its the best thing I have experienced so far. Just thinking abt it makes me sleepy :)
who ever said, "Little joys in life are what we treasure the most" is absolutely correct. I never got the satisfaction or happiness from an expensive dress or something else that I got from a good night's sleep or a heart-to-heart talk with a best friend.
We all need each other to survive, dont we? and we still fight to keep above each other. Life is so funny..u dont know where u r headed to and still u run in great hurry...I wish I could pause my life for sometime and see what I achieved and what is left to achieve as yet?? Time never stops for anyone...still sometimes time doesnt hold much value. Time cannot take my memories away from me. I will treasure them always.
I dont know if this is coherent with the previous paragraphs, but thinking abt time.
Always I used to feel bad the way time used to slip away when I was with my loved ones and then drag when no one was around. But one thing I realised today, time cannot take away my loving memories. with passing time, they will only become strong and keep me strong too. Had not the time passed so quickly when I was having fun, maybe I wouldnt cherish those sweet memories with so much love. Thanks to time, I know the value of things :)
Really this is an amazing revelation for me. I feel so happy.
ok I will sign off now..let me enjoy these moments with my mind's eye.
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